Whithout you I am nothing. Lost and empty inside.
Because of the problems with my desease, no one wants to be my friend. (tenho bons exemplos disso)
I am so lonely.
'Everyone I know go away in the end' - Quando não, vem alguém como domingo e me afasta de quem amo, dizendo que a mesma não tem condições de estar ao meu lado - Sinto como se eu fosse um mal que leva as pessoas pro buraco - como já repetido por outra amiga e enfatizado por essa!
Cause sometimes I adore you, but 5 seconds later I can disgust you
Where are you perfect, and why am not??
It makes me desperate!
i`m stuck on myself aand I feel caged
There`s nothing left for me in the selfish world
Time to go
Time to say goodbye
Farewell.. I`m sorry
This is where I`m coming from
And this is where I`m going too
I tried many things to kill myself
I`m still here
Even more I tried to get better
But nothing really helps
And so time goes by
Everyday I feel more helpless, useless and wasted
And so feel everyone around me about me
There`s nothing left for me
I cry all day
I cut everyday
I don`t want to see anyone
I don`t trust anypeople (confiava até 2 dias atrás..)
They all leave me behind
To forget about the inner pain
I use to take alcohol
Cutting myself too, I`m a big wound now
But that only got it worse
Locked in my pain that is burning inside me
All I can do is waiting for help and hold on
I hate you, I love you - Don`t leave me!